things just ain't the same anymore, is it?

its gona be very different. 

running away from the problem seems to be the easiest solution right now. 

 i'm tired of being perceived as strong all the time. 

i need to succumb to inabilities. succumb to my tears. holding up for so long, i thought i could do it. 

too many things beyond my means, my own alone, i can't change things much. 

this is when i feel, living is harder than dying. where is my guardian angel?

to clear all these obstacles, clear my mind. optimism could only last so far, i need something to keep me going for the next 2 months.

something to work towards.